One of these days

I am going to graduate  

I am going to miss my friends 

I am going to forget about you

I am going to go to college

I am going to get a degree

I am going to travel around the world 

I am going to get engaged

I am going to have a family of my own

I am going to get hurt 

I am going to be successful 

I am going to make mistakes 

I am going to cry 

I am going to plan my children's weddings

I am going to move 

I am going to go to my parents funeral

I am going to have grandchildren  

I am going to lose family members and friends 

I am going to wish for a second chance 

Today just isn't that day

Just put your hand on my heart

I wish he knew how much I love him.  How can I show him?  Do I just tell him?  Wait.... Does he love me?  Is he just pretending?  How am I supposed to know if he does or not?  Do I ask him?  I can't tell him I love him if he doesn't love me.  He is supposed to make the first move.  He has to tell me he loves me, and then I'll tell him.  He doesn't seem like he loves me, but he does at the same time.  

I don't think I can wait any longer.  I'm just going to walk right up to him and tell him!  No....... I will just ask him. I can't ask him. I'll have my friend ask him.  

I can't do this.   

But I have to!!!  I need to know! 

Just breath. 

"I love you."

One Word

Hello. Goodbye. Wave. Ocean. Beach. Sand. Shore. Core. Crust. Pie. Banana. Strawberry. Shortcake. 

Show. Movie. T.V. Radio. Juke. Box. Hero. Superman. Batman. Cat. Woman. Man. Male. Mail. 

Open. Close. Drawer. Dresser. Clothes. Shoes. Socks. Feet. Ankles. Cankles. Fat. Skinny. Anorexic. 

Models. Pose. Picture. Camera. Shot. Gun. Fun. Toys. Play. Drama. School. Teachers. Teach. 

Students. Learn. Knowledge. Smart. Unintelligent. Intelligent. Confusing. Words. Search. Find. 

 Treasure. Pirates. Booty. Popcorn. Movie. Theater. Ticket. Speeding. Police. Doughnuts. Coffee. 

Hyper. Calm. Boring. Math. Science. Frogs. Tadpoles. Eggs. Chicken. Nuggets. McDonalds. 

Disgusting. Cafe. Rio. Delicious. Dessert. Desert. Hot. Cold. Ice. Cream. Milk. Cow. Moon. Space. 

Stars. Famous. Hollywood. Connection. Relationship. Over. Under. Thunder. Lightning. Rod. Hold. 

Drop. Dead. Alive. Human. People. Crowd. Surfing. Board. Chalk. Paint. Wet. Dry. Clean. Dirty. 

Mud. Dirt. Bag. Shop. Money. Wallet. License. Wedding. Bride. Groom. Ring. Phone. Cell. Bacteria. 

Pond. Rock. Concert. Music. Singing. Dance. Team. Sports. Football. College. Party. Birthday. 

Balloons. Helium. Chemistry. 

a word of advice.

Families

 

It's no secret that every family is different.  

There are families with 20 kids, and there are families with only 1.  

2 parents, 1 parent, families who do everything together, families that don't do anything together.  

So on and so forth. 

My family is different than a lot of families. 

I have a half brother, but I just call him my brother because that's what he is!!! 

We like to do things together as a family, but we do enjoy some time away from each other. 

I do feel like my siblings and I tend to compete for the title "Favorite Child." 

But I think that many families have that competition. 

If you are the only child in your family, let me just tell you that this competition is NOT a fun one!  

And sometimes it's easier to just assume that I'm not the favorite. 

I have told my mom that I know I'm not the favorite child...... 

NEVER say that to your mom/dad/parents! 

I sometimes wish that it was easier to feel like I am equal with my siblings. 

But I forget about the stupid "competition" most of the time. 

Family is a HUGE part of my life, and I am so glad that I got the family I have. 

And I would NOT trade them for anything or anyone in the world! 

Who's missing?

Humans

Have you ever let go of someone who meant so much to you, because of one stupid thing?  

Have you held on to someone who didn't deserve a second chance?  Why? 

Have you held on to something or someone because of the good memories, while you forgot the bad? 

Have you done things to impress people, even if you don't like what you have to do?

Have you been called weak because you showed your emotions? 

Have you held back your emotions because you're afraid of what people might think of you?  

If you answered yes to any of these it doesn't mean you are weak, it just shows that you are human.

My Sixer